It’s not as if it’s easy to get to a place where you believe God for great things and gear yourself up for action. It takes some doing. Sometimes it takes miracles. Changing the way you think about things, about yourself and your circumstances and changing the way you think about God is no small beer.
So why – having finally got where you need to be – does God move the goal posts?
Why, when Gideon (feeling completely re-assured) is ready to take on the job God has given him, when the Abiezrites and people of Manasseh, Asher, Zebulun and Naphtali are ready to follow him (Judges 6:35), does God suddenly say, “Hold on, we need to do this differently,” (Judges 7:2-3, my paraphrase)?
I mean, it’s not as if Gideon has been brimming with confidence is it? And the job wouldn’t have been that easy even if 22,000 people hadn’t cleared off at the first opportunity (7:3).
Fortunately, the bible gives us the answer. God re-directs the strategy, “lest Israel boast over me” (7:2). God thins the numbers out so that Israel cannot claim that she won the battle. So that Gideon cannot claim that he won the battle. It has to be known that it was God who won the battle.
And going into battle, it had to be known that without God on their side they had no chance of winning the battle.
And that’s a place we need to get to. We need to get to the place where we are completely reliant on God – no built-in safeguards “just in case”. No back doors and ways out if it looks like it’s getting difficult. No way we can claim the credit for what only God can do.
It’s humbling. It means being vulnerable. It’s definitely uncomfortable. But it’s God’s way. Can you walk in it?